My Absence of sun: Archive

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Today was so different...

I loved every bit of today. Laughed harder then I have in a long time. Held hands longer, snuggled longer and felt completely at ease during all of it. I hope I have more days like today. I could use a little of it in my life.

Nov 30th

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I know you're going to hurt me...

I won’t let you get there.

Nov 29th

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Nov 29th

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Nov 29th

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My lips are chapped

Nov 29th

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Nov 28th

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Nov 28th

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Nov 28th

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The jar of my favorite peanut butter is empty :(

Nov 28th

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Things I would like to not do:

- Say I miss you - Say I love you and not mean it - forgive someone who doesn’t deserve it - let a boy make me cry - Change for anyone - be played

Nov 27th

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Nov 27th

10,671 notes

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Sometimes you...

read a book that completely changes you, or one that you hope does.

Nov 24th

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Nov 22nd

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Nov 22nd

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Nov 22nd

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Nov 21st

5,394 notes

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Today is like any other day....but not really.

Sometimes there is this feeling. You know the one! It clamps onto your heart making you feel helpless. Not so much helpless in love but helpless in everything. It’s like every bit of you is telling you that it doesn’t matter that nothing matters. Yet there you are making everything matter. The way you breathe differently, see differently, think differently and feel oh so different. ...

Nov 20th

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Nov 20th

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Nov 20th

17,530 notes

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Nov 19th

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“In the end, these things matter most: How well did you love? How fully did you...”

– Buddha (via everyendlessmidnight)

Nov 19th

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Nov 19th

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Nov 17th

1,856 notes

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Nov 17th

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Nov 17th

476 notes

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I want to fall inlove.....maybe. Like indie...

Nov 17th

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Nov 16th

586 notes

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In need of some structure...

Starting tomorrow morning: Workout Read Meditate Everyday day. No matter what.

Nov 16th

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Nov 15th

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Happy Birthday To Me

Nov 15th

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Nov 14th

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Nov 12th

10,551 notes

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Nov 12th

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Nov 11th

25,601 notes

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“So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I’m...”

– Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower

Nov 11th

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Nov 11th

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Nov 11th

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Nov 11th

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Nov 10th

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Tuesday...

I ate a piece of half cooked chicken. Needless to say I was extremely grossed out and its all I think about when I eat. Today is day two of no meat. I was a vegetarian for 5 years. I wonder if it will be as easy this time.

Nov 10th

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